totally stressed

Yes. I am totally stressed.
I passed my exams, but I decided to work like hell to make some money during the summer, and that is really hard for me. 48hours of work/week is crazy believe me. Especially if you are doing something that you don`t like.
Doubts, doubts. It seems that it is all I have!
I am also moving this week, finally, which is really good. I am planning this for 3 months now.
Today between a brainstorming session with my boyfriend in the middle of my crisis, he gave me the perfect idea to start my own business in fashion. Wow, that sound so cool. But it is actually not. Deep inside I think it is a bit  stupid, but you know what? why not?
A small online business, thats what everybody is doing, and even if it doesn`t work, at least I will be doing something that I really like. So, I am happy for that, and I am at the moment developing the idea..
Today I got a strange feeling a mix of loneliness with sadness, I watched Clueless and Sex and the City, and it helped, but not as much as it usually does! Than you can see how bad it was.
Tomorrow is a new day, and I think I will get my motivation again to do the things that I like!!
Yesssss, let`s do something, right?
I really want to be good to myself, and do the things I like. Of course if is a thing that I like it has to be future
focused... a experience in business is a nice experience, isn`t it?
Nice things happened as well. I talked about Mango collection last post, and I think somebody heard and sent me a discount card of 40%!! I went to the store on saturday(which was not yet on sale), and I could choose between all the nice clothes without having to fight with desperate women trying to get a cheap piece!! It was cool, and I bought nice things that I can wear for a long time. A black skirt suit, a party blouse, a very nice skirt and a basic blouse. And I can say, I love Mango!!
Enjoy baby, and remember, no stress.